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Miss U cover art by Reaper Man

Miss U

Single, 2023

Chorus

All I do is think about you

Goddamn baby

How the fuck can I make it through

Without you by my side

These lonely days and nights

Goddamn baby you can make a grown man cry

This don't feel right

Self-righteous suicide is on my mind

I can't lie damn I can't say goodbye

I love you till I die

Hurt you I couldn't try

But it hurts so bad to think you're with another guy

Verse

You got me feeling like a rollercoaster

I need to see you smile don't tell me it's over

Cuddle under stars I would pull you closer

I should've took it slower

I was a player when I was younger

I broke your heart

Fuck now you break mine

I would change a lot of shit if I could rewind time

You're so fucking perfect and it drives me crazy

I wish there was a way to still call you my baby

Chorus

All I do is think about you

Goddamn baby

How the fuck can I make it through

Without you by my side

These lonely days and nights

Goddamn baby you can make a grown man cry

This don't feel right

Self-righteous suicide is on my mind

I can't lie damn I can't say goodbye

I love you till I die

Hurt you I couldn't try

But it hurts so bad to think you're with another guy

Suicide is on my mind

Meaning & Analysis

Miss U is a breakup song about losing someone he still loves and knowing it was partly his own fault. He admits he was "a player" when he was younger and broke her heart, and now she's breaking his by moving on with another guy. The verse is full of what-ifs: if he'd taken it slower, if he could rewind time. The chorus is raw about how dark that loneliness gets, including suicidal thoughts. It shows heartbreak as something that can take a person somewhere dangerous, not just something sad.

Lyric Annotations

I was a player when I was younger / I broke your heart / Fuck now you break mine

The turn of the song: he hurt her first, and now it's coming back around to him.

I would change a lot of shit if I could rewind time

Rewinding time is a theme that shows up across the catalog, in Walk It Off too. It's regret as a wish for a do-over.

Self-righteous suicide is on my mind

The song is honest about how dark heartbreak can get. If you're having thoughts like these, you're not alone. In the US you can call or text 988 to reach the Suicide & Crisis Lifeline any time.

But it hurts so bad to think you're with another guy

The real wound underneath it all: she has moved on, and he hasn't.

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